Friday, May 28, 2010

深思的抉择

终于
决定了
那个 方向.

我会努力
好好的往那个
不易方向前进
无论是多么的困难.

因为
我 无法
向自己的真心说谎.
我 无法
束缚自己渴望已久的自由.

那想看透世界的
心 实在灭不了.
原谅我是无法和自由
分开的射手男孩

让我任性多一次.
就 这一次
好吗?


无法忘了每次从那椭圆窗口望出去的
心情及感慨.

浩瀚蓝色的天空
我期待
我们再度相遇的时候.

*我想做到.我要做到. I gotta do it =)*


Saturday, May 8, 2010

康乃馨盛开的节日


妈咪
.
.
.
母亲节快乐
.
.
.
我爱您

谢谢您,
怀胎九月然后生下了我。
谢谢您,
把我抚养成人。
谢谢您,
带给我的一切
我都很珍惜他们。

唯有您,
永远提供我无私的爱。
唯有您,
永远都是我的避风港。

原谅我,
常常向您吐诉的不满和抱怨。
我会好好用功读书的
以便以后能够好好孝顺您。
=)

你的宝贝和永远爱您的
不孝子
定帆.晋逢笔

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Sleepless

This moment, I'm afraid.
I don't know how should I face the things in the future.
I keep telling myself not to do it, and yet I made it.
But the feeling hiding behind it make me feel so uncomfortable.

Another new long semester starts few more hours later.
But now I'm having insomnia and situated in a dilemma mood.
I don't know what am I afraid of.
I don't know what am I worry about.
I hope I'm still able to be myself when hectic life is around the corner.

Maybe I think too much.
But i think it's time to make those boundaries.
I need it to protect myself and everybody from being get hurts.
Wish me good luck okay? I can do it.
All the best for me in a NEW semester.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

很高

那道墙,还是很高
我努力爬过了
但 它
却不停的继续长高

告诉我
什么都好
好让我 能够继续
撑 到终点


Sunday, April 4, 2010

不宁の夏

阳光爆晒着
我的世界却

还在下着大雨.
但 我从来不胆怯.

乌云 请你走开好吗?
我想霸占这一刻的 温暖.

烦恼 请你也走开好吗?
我只想拥有这一刻的 宁静.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

橙空

昨夜


橙色天空的凌晨
陪伴着我
我和它聊了起来
但是 我们却很安静.


它说 它很想那样
我也说 我很想这样

我们交换了秘密

它 紧盯着我要我守着
我 同样的也要它帮我藏起来

我把责任
应用在这段对话里
我开始感觉沉重了起来

责任这两个字的意思
几乎被我 遗忘了
它 提醒了我

如果 人生
不必对任何事 负责任.
你说多好

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Sick

YY, I'm sick again because of pasar malam's "si ham"! This time is not from Char Koay Teow jo, is from mee curry. T.T
(I guess you won't see this.)
Went to toilet N times jorrrr since afternoon.
Diarrhea
Stomachache like got a Panasonic washing machine inside.
No appetite.
Headache.
Feel a little bit cool.

I wanna go home.
Michael Buble bring me home please.
I'm just too strong for too long.
I'm too far from home.
I am not IRONman
I am just simply Eric Fan
I am not anyone when I'm sick.
Long time never been sick until like that already.
My head are so heavy so do shoulder too.
Like 300 tones of tasks on it. Need a break. :'(
Annoyed things go far far.

P/S* She is gone. Forever from my heart. I'm not hypnotize myself.