21

Another year had past, I'm 21 right now.

Can't believe I can enter casino officially. ~.~

Had a great birthday celebration this year.

Thanks to my 2 best girlfriends, Fer and Ping, and the brothers too,

JimmyIce, BrYan Yan, Tony, and Wong.

Thanks for the plan, cakes, presents, and wishes.
Can see you all had put a lot of efforts on it. I appreciate it very much.
{PFF*} forever ya.

Here are the celebrations:

At 1st, all of us were having the dinner at TGI's Friday at Wangsa Walk Mall for the farewell of Fer that are going to Swiss. Planning to have a steamboat dinner at my house but ... XD
p/s: Paiseh for the failure of steamboat plan. LOLz. All of us are just too big head prawn! XD
The foods were too awesome. I believe we had enjoyed it a lot. This time, with the great people, good foods cheer me up! Haha...
Tricked by the waiter and waitress there, forced to sing a song. LOL
Finally I got some feeling of holiday!
2nd, Got cheated by the people that we were heading to Poppy and club since the main character are so hunger for club. BUT...
End up by reached at the 33th floor of Traders Hotel nearby KLCC, The Skybar.
White wine, cocktails, beers, blueberry cheesecakes and presents. These are the things I got it here. :D

I was forced to drink a cocktail with 60% of alcohol and tequila here. XD
Well, I do like the feeling of burning and redness after drinking those drinks. It makes me forgot all the stress. Trust me, it was really nice, and Eric definitely is not an alcoholic. LOL

Actually, Eric can’t accept the truth to become an adult so fast since he got too many things undone. Hope all can be done SOON! XD

Next day, went to Sunway Pyramid with “Lovely” Huan Ting. Have our dinner in Manhattan’s fish market after hesitate for so long. Finally ordered da seafood platter that I wanna eat so much after saw it since July. XD Again, good foods cheer me up. I’m destiny to become a food scientist cum nutritionist and dietician! LOL
Birthday boy got treated from the lovely lady~! A Baskin Robin ice cream and a handmade lovely oreo cheesecake. XD

Made few wishes while blowing the candles on the cake this year, wonder will it come true? Hope i’m not too greedy for the wishes...=)

Dear mum and dad, thanks for giving me life. I'm 21 right now. I will do my best in my future life so that I won't dissapoint both of you. I'll take good care of myself too. I know eventhough I'm apart from you all, but I know that you are by my side and support me always. Thanks to dearest Jenny, Connie and Vincent too. Muacks xNNN. Miss and Love you all always.

Good Luck and happy birthday again Eric. All the best to you. =)

The 1st self-taken photo during 21st. Was inspired by the sunshine to take this photo after received the blessing from God. It's a brand new page of life.

The memories of A-16-14.

The great people. Cheers!

The great foods. From TGI's Friday. FULL!!!

The brotherhood.

Ohhhh NOooooooooooooo! That moment is horrible and yet excited. LOL

Finally I'm 21.

PFF. Love both of you always.



The Cake. Blueberry cheesecake. Thanks to Yan Yan and Tony. =)

From Fer and Ping. Thanks. I love it so much!

From Dai Lou. Thanks too. I need it so much. XD

Make a wish(sssssss)!



Dinner at Manhattan's Fish Market next day. FULL again.

What should I eat first?

Baskin Robin. Thanks for the treat!

She is a good photographer.



Let's gain fat together! XD

Homemade and handmade lovely Oreo Cheese cake. XD

p/s: Thanks to those who greet me in Facebook and via sms too. I'll keep it all as very sweet memory and won't delete it. Photos were mainly uploaded by my dear BGF, Miss Jenifer to Facebook already. =) Thanks again.

Workaholic

I saw moulds are growing on my blog
Kinda busy with my work this recently.
Finally got time to update it...
Time passed really fast, 1 month gone.
Holidays left 1 more month.

Well, talking about my jobs,
working in Zara is quite tiring.
There are damn many shirts in that shop!
But thanks to mum and dad
for lending me your precious car so that
I can save my time to travel.

Feel really grateful and
Thank God for giving me this job.
I do really learnt some lessons because
I knew that I should'nt be so racist anymore.
All the Malay colleagues are treating me so good.

Today off, but I had went back to Mid Valley. >.<
Joyce told HuanTing: Why he is working at there everyday
and yet wanna go back there lepak de? Not sien meh?
Eric: Because actually I wanna go to 1U de lor. But at last you need to work.
Waken up her from her sweet dream after read her blog and
stating that she wanna go to lepak and watch movie so much. XD

We had our high tea first before watch the movie.
Keep chit chating non with her in the cafe.
I'm so glad she is enjoying part of her holiday
so much in Penang while joining
her dancing competition.

Finally watched Twillight Saga, the New Moon.
Waited for this movie since July after watched
the movie trailer on YouTube
Very nice and romantic~ Bella is just too gorgeous!!!
The whole was good enough but i do feel that some people
might feel boring towards the movie because
there are not much conversations in some scenes.

Missed quite a lots of events too because of working.
1st-YS's wedding dinner. I'm so Sorry for ffk. Sorry to LouPo too. T.T
2nd-CB prom night. Did not attend at last after struggling for it for so many days.
3rd-SL's sister wedding dinner. Brother came back from UK but I did not manage get my off day go back Penang to meet him. ='(

I don't want to miss a thing anymore after this 2 months!
I don't like to do this at all. But yet the situation caused me cannot do anything.
p/s: To anyone who involved: Please do forgive me for being an absentee.
I need some money to pay for next semester's tuition fees. Really sorry.

Seems like writing too much today.
Eric wanna signing off now.
Happy December to everyone. Christmas is coming~XD Hohohoho
Good luck and all the best to my bGF, Fer, who is facing her final exam now.
But I don't think you will see this. =P

It's TNB fault

It's all TNB's fault!!! You know why?
I should finished my final examination by yesterday.
But end up, I had lepak at Mid Valley
during the exam time together with my silly roomate.

All UCSI U students should know the reason why.
This is because TNB had caused this disaster!
TNB said they need to do the upgradation of
don't know what elctricity cabel in Cheras area,
and forced the college examination board to
postpone all the final examination papers
that will be held on 22/10 to 28/10.
Almost 1000++ of students were affected.
I totally can't believe I am one of the victim and
I cannot accept this truth too when
my fellas told me after we finished the first paper on 20th.
WeiNa and Joyce them had started to
kisiao-ing and complaint-ing
cause they cannot go to Genting anymore due to this reason.

At the end, the electricity supply at my college area
on yesterday had not been cut off.
As I know, only the electricity supply at Taman Len Sen
which is few kilometers away from my college had been cut off!
What a "good" news! Sigh. :'(
This made me felf very frustrated!

Now, I need to face the notes
for another week! Why?!
Why the upgradation have to be on 22nd?
If not, I should having my holidays now!
I got no any mood to do revision anymore
for my next paper since I already finished studying.
I don't like this feeling. It makes me feel guilty at the same time.

In fact, many people said this is a good and lucky incident
since I will have more time to study and prepared for it.
Maybe I should feel grateful but still haiz...
Hopefullly my study mood will come back to me very soon
*Keep praying...*

God Bless me and Good Luck for myself too. =)

Eric signing out here~

这天

苏打绿-这天

疯狂的爱上这首歌
没有为什么，
就是纯碎的 喜欢.
它
伴我渡过这考试难熬的时候
它
伴我渡过一晚又一晚寂寞的时候，
它
今夜又再伴着我写完这一个部落格了.
这首歌
让我最感触地部分是
主唱在副歌瓢着高音
潇洒地唱着
"让我握你的手 让你握我的手彻底了解颤抖 你会知道我..."

希望在那一天
当 我在最无助的时候
你们和妳们
会跟我说这一句话.
因为那时我就会明白
你要表达的一切了
我期待。

PFF

Ping, Fer, Eric during Fer's Convo

Happy gathering with both of You tonight.

Although my final is approaching at next week

and I haven't start to study yet. ='(

Both of you are so special to me always.

So sorry if my concern are not enough

to both of you in the past.

Meeting with both of you,

Let me forgot all the stress

Let me forgot all the unhappy matters.

I become the true Eric in front of you girls

that without wearing the mask. =P

I can't imagine how I survive during that tough time

in my life if without both of you. =)

lil update

Last Mid-Term exam for this semester
will be held on tomorrow.
My mood is neutral this few days,
Well, I had study all the notes.
But the emptiness is killing me.
Did I really understand all the contains inside?

Semester break is coming and
I think I got no holidays.

Many things is annouying me now.
Plan to work but I got no job yet. Sienz =.=
Wish just to stay at home, do nothing,
rest well and get my healthy lifestyle back.

Why is me? I just could'nt take it
anymore sometimes.
Feeling like really need a break.
I really hope there will no any matter that could
annouying me in the future after I finished my studies.

Feeling like wanna give up many things this recently.
I keep telling myself not to do it but yet it is tough.
Cheating myself on those all the dreams is beautiful but in fact
it is impossible for me to get it is hurt. ='(

Laptop went crazy these few days,
formatted twice and the condition is still unstable.

Dear Mr Laptop:
Please be stable always until I graduate. I really did not have enough money
and no idea on how to change any of your acessories. You know I love you always.
I promise you to let you have more rest time start now. Please & Thanks...

Eric signing out here.
Wish me luck for my last mid term exam~

Gathering

Just came back from my gang gathering.
Exhausted
But yet I'm happy
Never chat with you all guys
since our last gathering, May until now.
Finally 8 of us are here.
I miss you all, especially LeeTing and Vivien.
First time went to night market at 10pm++ LOL!
If mum knew it sure scold me.

Well, foods at chili's
that cost me RM100++
did not cheer me up.
But the warmth, the concerns
and the hugs
from you all, had comforted me.
Many things happen today.
I don't really want to mention
the disappointed
matters at college.
Feels like being fooled. =(
Hope I think too much.

I miss the days when we were studying in DCB.
Carrefour, Jusco, Swimming, MU, Jogging and Mamak-ing.
PD trip, the steamboat supper and the Langkawi trip too.
These all created a great impact in my heart and my memory.
Thanks guys.
Love you all. Hah!
Friends forever ya. Looking for our next fraser hill trip.

d'Dream

原来 梦想
真的
可以很远
可以很美
可以很大

它
让我发奋
让我努力
让我坚强
成为我前进的目标.

可是
有时 它
让我变成了贪心的人
让我变成了自私的人
让我不择手段的达到目标

我并不想这样
真的 不想.
如果果真有一天
我变成了那样

请你阻止我
提醒我放弃那个
让我变成
我不再是我的
梦想

Just a post

There had been such a period of time
I did not write my blog in english.
Well, typing in chinese words
really drived me into crazy
caused I cannot write a good blog.
At the mean time, I'm kinda afraid
of my broken english that I wrote here
will let you laugh until you drop your teeth.
So, I decided not to be so poetic anymore.
I choose to express myself by writting this simple blog.
Now already is the 4th week of the semester,
This semester is damn rush
cause it is a short semester.
Tonnes of works, are waiting for me always.
Never ends. And keeps on increasing.
I felt extremely tired now but yet
satisfied with the works that I had done.
This is because at least I still
have something to rely on.
It is works for me,
I forgot all the unhappy matters,
I forgot the ways to be a emo person.
I forgot the truth that I am lonely,
When I'm concentrate on those works.
But don't know why, sometimes I just can
get angry easily. Sorry, to all my groupmates.
I just can't help and control it. Really sorry.
Just now Charlie told me she was sad,
I wish to help her but i don't know how.
But I know I am one of the most comfort friend
that you have. =P
Cheer up always ok? Hah~

我们

过去
我真的
已经 都让它们
通通的
过去了。

其实
我
还很在意
很想打听
很想再和
你们
在街上
偶尔的相遇

你们
还好吗?
吃饱了吗?
有过的很好吗?

原谅我当初
的执著
原谅我当初
的任性
原谅那时的
我放不下
自尊
原谅我那时
的幼稚
原谅我不够
理智
原谅我不够
成熟。

抱歉。

我
没有办法
把你们
都忘记。

是你们一直都住在
我的身体里
陪伴着我呼吸
是你们一直都在
和我一起
时时刻刻 的
陪伴着我守护那时的回忆

有你们, 我和回忆不会再是敌人

*我祈祷着和你们下次的相遇

一百分

我其实不想 紧张
我其实不想 烦躁
我其实不想 忧虑
也不想 焦虑不安

但 我无法控制

我讨厌那时候的

自己 因为

我无法掌握好自己的

情绪

我在那时候的我

失去了理智

很多时候

我真的只想把东西做好
我并不要求一百分
一百分 对我来说
是多么的遥远

哪怕只有七八十分
对我而言 已经很多了
我满足了 我到达自己的
目标了 不敢再要求多了

永远的一百分
永远只是属于
永恒的 他
我要谢谢 他。
因为他 造就了
未满 一百分
和 不完美 的
我

离

离开

永远是带着

伤感的吗

离开

就不能带着

快乐的吗

离开

是能选择的吗

是谁能够给的吗

我是

多么的渴望飞翔

多么的渴望离开

追逐那尚未完成

的梦想

追逐

那自己曾经

对梦

的承诺

但

我少了翅膀

如果

有机会

等到

分离的那一天

我会开心的笑着

热泪盈眶

的祝福我自己

因为

在我眼里

分离

就是下一次

重逢

的开始

梦

在梦里
我感觉得到
背负着的负担
突然很重
在梦里
我迷失了自己
我失控了
我就像疯子般的
不停的 在奔跑
我没有 预感
应该往那边跑
这并不是平时的我
我失去了
继续再走下去的
勇气.

一直
听到自己的
尖叫声后
我才惊醒了过来
果然又是
发了一场
虚惊的梦.
我不停的安慰着
自己.
我猛然发现
原来失去安全感
是一件
很恐怖的事情
我不希望
再有这样的 梦
但 同时
我想知道那梦
给我带来的启示.

明天一直都会更好的吧?
对吗?
因为我还在坚信着.

掉了

心情掉了
什么事都
不想做了

我突然
只想静静的睡着
我突然
只想一个人忍着
我突然
只想把一切都忘了
我突然
想逃离现在的自己

我
想变
成熟点

我真的是唯一的吗
我真的是特别的吗
我真的是这样的吗

我有点累
我想逃

我只想
普通的安静的
过我自己
的生活
不再需要
那个假的面具
也不需要
那在意的眼光

b.l.a.n.k

Blank.
My brain is blank,
I knew what is going on.
And I still can't accept the truth.

Life is going on always
and I need to move on.
I cannot keep stubborn anymore.
If one thing not belongs to you,
no matter how much effort you had put,
You will still never get it.
Finally, I had learnt this today.
It's will be a precious lessons for me.

I think...
I will be better in Time.
I can live without She.
I will smile to face if because I deserved it.
I will let everything go so I'll be free.

樂

::你快乐所以我快乐-王菲::

只要妳快乐
我就会释怀
只要妳快乐
我会更轻易的放开
只要妳快乐
幸福就会跟着妳
只要你快乐
我的快乐也就回来了
所以 妳要快乐
我愿意 真的愿意 把去我的全部
换取 妳的快乐
因为 我现在唯一能做的是

看到你快乐

一 样

一样的结束了
我还是一样的
在自己的轨道上
慢慢的 流浪着

一样的开始了
新的学期开始了
好快 好快
我又开始忙了

一样的正常了
希望我们能够
多一些的沟通
和笑着的打招呼

一样的我听着
熟悉的钢琴曲
从不觉得烦腻
因为我又想你了

一样的一样
陆续的发生了
我想改变
但 我不能

3.30a.m

What a DAY~

I done something today that I still feel very guilty now
although it is ended.

Today is a sunny day.
Well, woke up at 12pm++
I suppose to stay at hostel and
finished my revison on BioChem+FQM
since this last 2 subject's final exam
will be held on next thursday.
I do remember I published a post on Facebook
approximately 10 hours ago to remind myself
(Hope nobody will remember about it! ~.~)
that I can't keep slacking today and
must finish studying all the notes.

But at last...I'm gave myself a lame excuses again:-
"Due to the feeling of extremely boredom of using the touch pad on my laptop,
I decided to go to MidValley Megamall to search for a
affordable and branded mouse for my laptop."
I made this decision in a very hurry mood
after having my lunch around 3p.m.

Arrived at KTM station around 3.30pm with roommate,
OMG, the KTM is damn so crowded and
I really hate being travel with KTM! Groan!
And suddenly I had a thought of A H1N1 flu and
started to feel worry with it. Ok de la hor? Haha...

End up, I never go to buy even a piece of paper instead of
eating non stop at MidValley there.
Nevermind, I'll wait for coming of December.
"Logitech V450 Laser Wireless Mouse, Red colour de"
This sentence is for someone who is still working in S'pore.
Thanks 1st! Ngek ngek... The price was sold too expensive at M'sia.

Some photos for the food that I had ate today:



::It's Sushi King's Unagi season again! Yummy...::



::Don't know what name it is. New from sushi King. They use cheese to replace the seaweed::

:: Jusco's Penang Asam Laksa (at level 2). Quite nice but lack of fresh fish meat inside::

::Carribean Cocktail from Juice works. It's NOT a liquor! It is a ice blended juice with mango, banana, pineapples, sorbet, and tropicanal juice. Strongly Recommended! Fresh+good sensentation in mouth. Guarentee you will be damn full after drink this! RM7.95 >.<::

Conclusions:
What a relax and stomach satisfied day. But notes are still for waiting me...Must +double oil le. Cannot turn on the laptop starts tomorrow!
"Wonder can I do it or not..."

p/s:
Happy Birthday to My dearest sister Miss Jenny Chong which is currently working in S'pore~
You accumulate your B'day presents 1st la. I'll pay it all in one shoot after I graduated and got a new job. =P
Lots of Love, Muacks.

Eric.Fan

C.O.N.C.E.N.T.R.A.T.E

Sigh, wasted another day.

Concentrate [ ] !
Where are you?
I need you now! Don't go away!
What am I haven't done? And made me can't concentrate?

7 days to go for final 2 subjects's combo.
I must concentrate and study.

Dear Mr [Concentration]:
Please come back to me lar...
I will let you to relax after 20/8 5.30p.m
I will feed you with a lots of delicious foods and sleeping time too~

Suddenly, there is a
scene in my mind~~~

"Devil" Eric Chong: Relax lar. Nevermind la. Study so many times and days already. Don't push yourself too tight. Go to sleep and have some relax la.

"Angel" Eric Chong: No! You must study hard, and you must graduate with good result too! Don't you want to go to study at oversea always? This is the time to realize your dream! Just study. Go ahead! Go! Make you parents to feel proud again!

"Normal human being's" Eric Chong: I...I...I'm innocent! Gosh...

F.I.N.A.L E.X.A.M
Should I LOVE or HATE you?
Argh!!!

我还是会

原来我还是会
想念
以前我们

那
在一起
读书的时刻.
在一起
尴尬沉默的时刻.
在一起
旅行的时刻.
在一起
庆祝的时刻.
在一起
努力上课的时刻.
在一起
忙着赶功课的时刻.

但
我已经不能
和你再次的
一起体验
那背书的时刻，
那安静无言的时刻，
那开心的时刻，
那互相祝福的时刻，
那一起打瞌睡的时刻，
还有那一起偷懒的时刻.
等等...

现在
只剩下我独自一个.
我有点累 及
是多么的渴望能够
自己能够归队
就算静静的也好
只要在
妳
身旁
一切就足够了.

F.I.N.A.L

Finally began my 1st final exam in university life...
Thankfully, I managed to finish
all my assignments and reports on time
so that I can focus on my revision
to prepare for the examinations.
Thanks to all my groupmates that involved.
Good Jobs! =)

Well, final exam also indicated
another ending of a busy semester.
It happen so fast and yet slow.
Gosh, what had I done?

I realised that I had experienced many new
things other than reports, assignments, quizes and finals.
I keep reminding myself, this is a process,
and I need to enjoy it, work hard on it.

For me, final exam is the beginnig of abnormal life style.
Sleep after 4am, eat non stop, junk foods,
instant noddle, tea tarik, coffee...etc.
I need delicious and quality foods
so that I'll not feel so stressful.
But foods at here,
ouch~ lack of quality and yet choices.
Not chicken rice then "wat dan ho"...
Penang foods, I'm coming back, wait for me.

Finished 2 LAN subjects on thursday and friday.
The examination system in university shocked me.
Rules, examiners, the venue...etc
I must adapt well to it!

3 more subjects to go~ Must strive for the best!
Java on 10/8 and Combo for
BioChem and FQM on 20/8.
Eric hates having COMBO papers in 1 day! (for final only. if for movie, Eric will never hate it!)
I must pass all 5 subjects !!!
If not, PTPTN will colder than water.

Short semester will start on 1st of September.
Approximately 12 days after I finish my final exams.
Sigh. The shortest sem break that I ever heard.
2 subjects had been selected.
Heard from senior, short sem will busy like hell. :X
Somemore the lecturer for PON is very fierce.
Scare scare...>.<

All the best to all ucsi university final exam's candidates.
Good Luck~Cheers!

舍爱

好多好多次
我告诉自己
要想妳最后一次
可是我不能
我做不到.

谢谢妳.
给了我一个
很好的回应.
不残忍,
也不带伤害.
让我解脱了
也让我退出了.
我终于接受
那早就预测到的
答案.

我们会是很好的朋友
不管现在或未来
一直到以后
你说对吗?

我会怀念那
翻阅想念你的
七百多个夜晚。
因为不懂,
曾经何时
我的思念消失了
而寂寞又要与我相伴了.

不必在乎一切
也不必解释一切
因为我懂
这一切不是你想要的.
你也没有这个必要.
因为一直以来
都是我一个人在
独自的执着着.

有人曾经和我说过
眼泪掉下来
是因为受伤了.
眼泪这次掉不下来，
或许真的放开了吧.

谢谢妳~
让我爱过

我会学着不会心痛,
也会学着不会在意.
因为我要看到妳
每天都在开心的笑着.


妳要幸福.^^

25/72009

Today is my dearest Mummy's birthday.
Mum, forgive me for cannot go back Penang
and celebrate your birthday with you
or even be your side.

Mummy,
Thanks for giving me life.
Thanks for loving me.
Thanks for always be my side.
Thanks for teaching me.
Thanks for providing me my needs.
Thanks for support me always.
Thanks for annouying me.
Thanks for worrying me.
Thanks for scolding me.
Thanks for everything...that you had gave me.
And I am SORRY for doing all the things that hurt you so much.


"You will always be the light tower in the dark ocean
that lead me back to your side whenever I had lost."
"You will always be the path in the strong wind,
that hold me always when I'm fallen."


I Love You. Now and always until forever.


May God Bless You always
with good health and joyful.


I will be studying hard,
as I promised to you before.


Eric+Mum+Sibilings

Lots of Love
Eric.帆

p/s: Happy Birthday to my 4th anuty too that having the same birthday with my mum. =)

Be Motivated?

It's July...~

It supposed to be a happening month

because year of 2009 is getting into the 3rd quarter season.
Gosh, what am I doing now?

The laziness are pulling me apart from the books and notes.

I just can't stop myself from sitting in front of my laptop for
Facebook and watching movie on pps.
How? Can somebody tell how to make myself be motivated?

Well, finally got my final exam timetable, exam will start on August.
Wait~ There is a bad news! = =

Did I saw wrong?

2 subjects will be held on the same day. Sigh! =(

Spoiled my mood. Groan!!!
Suggested solutions: Complaint to faculty? 2 choose 1? Both?
Can I do that? & What can I do?
Unfortunately, there is no solution, and I just have to accept it and go for it. >.<

Want to watch many movies(Ice Age 3, Transformer II, Harry Poter...), but ...

Want to go for a relaxing trip(Redang? Genting?), but ...

Want to go back hometown, but ...

Tests, Assignments, Practical Reports, Quizes, and Homeworks...etc

They had answered why I can't.

Am I happy?

Yes & No

Yes, because study is the life I always want when I was working. [Free+Fun+Fanstastic!]

No, because there are still a lot of unsolved homeworks! [Sienz+Shit+Sigh!]

Can I complaint?

Mum: No, definitely not! This is the life what you want! Nobody force you . You should . . . And you should not . . .I had invested so much on you . . .bla bla bla

Eric: . . . Speechless =.<

Look! What I had wrote for myself. I hope it will useful always. +.+

Conclusion:

Just study lo. If not what else can I do?

Strive for the best!

"To Live in Endeavour always"

乘客

乘客-王菲

高架桥过去了
路口还有好多个
这旅途不曲折
一转眼就到了
坐你开的车
听你听的歌
我们好快乐
第一盏路灯开了
你在想什么
歌声好快乐
那歌手结婚了
坐你开的车
听你听的歌
我不是不快乐
白云苍白色
蓝天灰蓝色
我家快到了
我是这部车第一个乘客
我不是不快乐
天空血红色
星星灰银色
你的爱人呢
Yes I'm going home
I must hurry home
Where your life goes on
So I'm going home
Going home alone
And your life goes on

看了求婚事务所后,
就很喜欢这首歌.
因为不懂歌名
只隐隐约约的记得
这首歌的旋律
所以找了很久,很久.

歌词By 林夕
用了很潇洒的
手法写了这个词
虽然简单
但足以描述
人生.

的确,人的一生就像
公车里的乘客
起点,终点和那
无法预知
沿途的经历.

命运一直在掌控着乘客
无论是谁先上车,
或者是谁先下车.

乘客在乎的,
是里面的座位
还是当中的过程呢？

乘客又是否曾望一望
外面那短暂
又绚丽的风景啊?

抵达终点的那一刻.
乘客就只能默默的
接受那无常一生
的结束.

想家篇

终于体会到失眠的滋味了，

不懂是无法适应

功课突然暴增,

太过于担心

无法及时完成

还是压力所造成的.

p/s: Joyce&ChewYi, if you guys see this, I wanna tell both of you, 我还没老!只是大你们一两岁而已!~Hah

妈妈,谢谢妳.

让我养成

今日事,今日毕的习惯

虽然,有些时候

我都没有准时做完

该做的事.

但我想说,我都在很尽力的

做完每样该完成的事情.

突然好想回家,

康乐的食物快吃腻了.

好想吃妈妈煮的饭,

什么都好.

就连一盘只放酱青的

蛋炒饭.

爸妈旅行回来了,

去了两个地方

虽然不会很远

但替他们感到开心.

因为为了婆婆的事情

他们也奔波了很久.

同时也有点生气，

因为去玩也不通知一声

应该是怕我跟去吧.Hah~

真糟糕!

还好有手信. =)

希望今晚不用再数绵羊了~

Eric's 全家福 Nov'08

无题心情录

当了两个月的学生了,
问看自己有什么感想,
我不知道,只懂读书好过做工，
就尽情享受. 因为总算回到
预期中的轨道上了。

终于做了很多以前做工时
无法做的事情.
睡到七迟八迟,
无聊的对着电脑,
逛看连续剧,
到处无聊的走走等...

忙的时候还是很忙。
空虚的心情都被
高似山的课业
给满满的填补了。
我享受因为我懂
这会让我好过一点。

看回以往，
感情方面足足空白了2年,
不懂是自己给藉口
让自己忙不要去想那么多,
还是不肯去争取，
还是怕再次的受挫折。

得知妳和他分手了，
妳还好吗?
我还很想妳。
可是我无法让你知道。
因为我怕，你知道了后
我就连见你的机会都会没有了
在人前人后，我和他们说
我忘记妳了，
是假的.
或许我真的怕了吧.

原来,想念一个人
是会用错管道的
当你把想念的心
转移到另一个人的身上时
你已经不知不觉地在犯错了...
因为你在给藉口
让自己不寂寞。

Let Me Love

Like this song very much this recently. Thanks to JS, for recommended this song to me.

I believe everyone in this world have the right to love, or being loved.

"Let Me Love" is a song sang by 阿桑, a great singer which is just passed away after lost her battle to cancer. The lyric for this song is simple, but it touched my heart every time I listen to it. 阿桑, thank you for singing well in this song. I'll never forget you. May you rest in peace.

阿桑-让我爱

让我脆弱的爱 让我痛苦的爱
让我迷失的爱 但我还是渴望爱
让我温暖的爱 让我美丽的爱
让我微笑的爱 但我还是害怕爱

爱爱爱 哎哎哎
爱爱爱 让我爱
爱爱爱 哎哎哎
我要爱 让我爱

让我渺小的爱 让我停摆的爱
让我摇头的爱 但我还是挡不住爱
让我懂了的爱 让我勇敢的爱
让我活着的爱 但我还是留不住爱

爱爱爱 哎哎哎 爱爱爱 让我爱
爱爱爱 哎哎哎 我要爱 让我爱

爱爱爱 哎哎哎 爱爱爱 让我爱
爱爱爱 哎哎哎 我要爱 让我爱

爱爱爱 让我渺小的爱　
哎哎哎 让我停摆的爱
爱爱爱 让我摇头的爱　
让我爱 但我还是挡不住爱
爱爱爱 让我懂了的爱　
哎哎哎 让我勇敢的爱
爱爱爱 让我活着的爱　
让我爱 但我还是留不住爱

爱爱爱 哎哎哎
爱爱爱 让我爱

The Moment

The night is so silent at this moment, it makes me feel a very deep loneliness…

It has been almost a year since I last posted a new blog on the internet. I keep telling myself to write an updated blog when I have free time, but laziness had kept me delaying. I remember last year this time I was in dilemma deciding my new direction after I finished my diploma…

Everything just happens so fast, and all the views are still playing in my mind until now clearly. Yup, that is it, my working experience in Singapore. To lighten up my dad’s heavy burden, 19 years old playful boy had gone to a total stranger country, Singapore, to work. Talking about my first job, I had worked in a moderate private limited industries company. My job title was as a lab technician. (Something liked QA). I felt so excited to be employed into this company since what I studied was related to it. I got trained in this company, to plate or to passivate an aluminum, stainless steel, steel, etc…There were many things that I needed to handle when I was working there, such as attending training, briefing, meetings, preparing reports, doing testing on new materials, and so on. Although I felt very stressful sometimes, but it was a great experience for me to learn many new and interest things since I had no experience in this field at all. I had learned many skills such as how to communicate well with the colleagues from other departments, to troubleshoot on quality issue products, to do research, and so on.

Besides working, I had known a lot of new friends and colleagues. Kuang, Siew, Ling, Rose, Grace, Gemma, Yong, and Ping, thanks for guiding me in so many things when I was in trouble. Working with you all was pleasant and enjoyable. And please do forgive my childishness when I was playing fool with you guys during work. I would never forget the moment when we went to sing k, eat lunch at Gao Yuan, play bowling, eat crabs at Siew’s house, eat buffet at Sakura, shop at Bugis and etc…Even though I was far away from home, but all of you had given me the feeling of being at home always. And the most important matter was, you guys celebrated my 20 years old birthday at Genting. : ) Thanks to you all so so so so much! Love ya all…

I would like to thank those people who had been so selfish and hurt me so much in this company too, because of you all, I had grown up to be a more confidence and matured person, and a brand new Eric was born. The old Eric is dead and gone now… After that, I had changed another new job as a handphone sales executive. It was the second place in Singapore where I strengthened up my communication skills again. I had learned how to persuade customers by calling them to buy handphone, to apply for a telco line, to apply for a broadband and so on. Well, being in a customer service sector in Singapore was not as easy as I thought. It was always challenging and attention was needed all the time, and I always need to focus to know what the customer’s needs were. Working in this company had helped me to put away my self-esteem to listen to other people and senior’s advises to get improvement. The job routine was same everyday in this company compared to last company. But, what I felt was still the same. The feeling of stress, fear of making mistakes, strives for the sales targets and etc. Although I found myself talkative, but this job had proven that I was wrong and I needed to get improvement to correct my mistake.

Thanks Calvin, for being a good and caring superior. Thanks Evonne, for teaching me so many techniques to improve my sales skills and to be an “admin clerk” in shop. So sorry for disappointing you for the reason that I left Raffles. Thanks to Eric Chiang, for being a good manager, at the same time taught me so many things too. Thanks to Ling, for being a good colleague, a good listener and a cute character in our company. And at last, thanks to Kelvin Lee, for being a good boss. Although I only worked for 4 months, but I believe what I gained was more than that and was worth it. I would miss the days we danced crazily in double o! ~ ^^

As conclusion, I found that study is still the best. I promise you all that I will do my best to graduate and get my bachelor’s degree and become a successful dietician one day. Thanks to everyone that I had known in Singapore, and thanks to all of the encouragement that you all had given me.

p/s: Special thanks to Charlie, Vivian, Jenifer; best sister, and my lovely elder sister; Jenny. For the moment we had suffered together, and for the moment we will success. All the best to all of you.

Best regards,

E r i C F a N May'09

Cheers~

Eric celebrating his 20 years old birthday at Genting Highlands together with colleagues.

Eric and sister Fer during a gathering.

Eric and lovely Jenny in McD cafe before went for shopping.

Eric and Charlie while traveling in mrt during an outing.

Working Eric during the second job, Sales Executive.

Eric with colleagues during the first job. Eating at a buffet restaurant.

Eric with colleagues during the farewell.

Eric while as a Lab Technician.

Aloha! Blogspot.

Finally lauched my first official blog at blogspot... Bye bye to friendster blog and bye bye to xanga blog to0.

Hello to every blogger in blogspot, I'm Eric-Fan. A student who is nearly 21 years old. Nothing special about me, but I always try to be simple and passionate ... Perhaps you can describe me as funny, humorous and talkative if you know me. = )

It is kinda hard for me to write a well built blog on my first time without a draft. Well, I hope I can update my blog often to let everyone know about my feelings towards life, society, and things that happen beside you and me.

That's all for my first blog today, hello again to everyone.

E r i C F a N