橙空

昨夜


橙色天空的凌晨
陪伴着我
我和它聊了起来
但是 我们却很安静.


它说 它很想那样
我也说 我很想这样

我们交换了秘密

它 紧盯着我要我守着
我 同样的也要它帮我藏起来

我把责任
应用在这段对话里
我开始感觉沉重了起来

责任这两个字的意思
几乎被我 遗忘了
它 提醒了我

如果 人生
不必对任何事 负责任.
你说多好

Sick

YY, I'm sick again because of pasar malam's "si ham"! This time is not from Char Koay Teow jo, is from mee curry. T.T
(I guess you won't see this.)
Went to toilet N times jorrrr since afternoon.
Diarrhea
Stomachache like got a Panasonic washing machine inside.
No appetite.
Headache.
Feel a little bit cool.

I wanna go home.
Michael Buble bring me home please.
I'm just too strong for too long.
I'm too far from home.
I am not IRONman
I am just simply Eric Fan
I am not anyone when I'm sick.
Long time never been sick until like that already.
My head are so heavy so do shoulder too.
Like 300 tones of tasks on it. Need a break. :'(
Annoyed things go far far.

P/S* She is gone. Forever from my heart. I'm not hypnotize myself.

After the tweet

I wanna learn something NEW. Any suggestions?
Language? Music Instrumental? Dance? Martial arts?

I wanna get out from the BORED!!!
I don't want to be a skilless person anymore and I'm serious this time.

Surrounded by many emo people this recently.
I'm trying hard myself not to get influenced by them.
Some people emo because they are lonely due to their life is not facsinating enough, emo because of studies, emo for nothing, emo becaue they don't know what is the step shoud take at next, and etc.
I chosen not to speak anything. Just let it be.

Homeworks made me feels suffocated.
And I'm moving slow.
Moving slow because I'm lack of motivation
But, everything is on the track.
So, I chosen not to be emo.

*Thanks for your concerns that is with loves always. =)
I will look for the motivation(s) in order for me to keep moving on.