Friday, June 25, 2010

cool night post


Someone want me to be positive.
SO,
I tried to smile.
I really tried to be happy.

The situations always forced me to give a face expression like this.

Uncountable & unfinished tasks, homeworks, tests, and assignments.
Did anyone know that I'm suffocating?

At the end of the day, here came another bad news.

Bad news,
Please do bear with me for sometimes.
I do understand that the day will come at last.

BUT

Please come when I'm READY. Okay?
I'm not ready yet.
I'm still training my HEART.
=___=

Wonder where had been the good news gone?

Eric don't like this. Never.

Today's quote from Eric: "I'm not Emo."

p/s: I know it might be another climb for me. I think I'm able to make the mountains to move again after a proper rest. Just too tired somehow. God, I'm asking for your help now, please do bless my grandma and be her side always. She had been hospitalized. Get well soon, grandma. I'll try my best to go back and visit you.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Experiment


Back to busy practical life.


Don't you think that life is just like what we were always did in experiments?
We experimenting new things in our life every moment, never stop.
We will only stop until we got the result that we want.
Do we have or do we need the objectives?
If we got it, how will the conclusion be?
This is what I am wonder always.
-
-
-
The BLOODY lab session.
One of the most interesting lab session so far.


The "murderess" that took away my blood.
She even applied alcohol on my middle finger
before started her actions. So humane.


Random 1: Tell me I look like a professional science student please.


p/s: I'm not afraid of blood. BUT I do afraid of this little needle (or can I call it stapler?)
that can shocked you anytime!


"1st blood" taking from the middle finger.
I think I had lost more than 10 ml of blood here.
Oh yeah, my blood type is B+. Same with my mum. =)


Random 2: Say Hi5! Fibrin did their job so efficiently.
My blood clotted/dried rather fast.


Random 3: Waiting result from the instrument.
Each took about 150-200 sec.
(and I'm keep on Leona Lewis all the times while waiting...)


Done. BUT, the story not yet end.
Punched by another vampire by using the
same scary needle on my index finger.


Glucose concentration in my blood, 0.749 mmol/L.
Am I sweet enough? I bet I am. jkjk
LOL


Random 4: The instrument.
There are 101 machine only in this college.
I can smell the odor of fishes somehow.


Random 5: The result.
TG/TAG: 1.35 mmol/L, Cholesterol: less than 2.59 mmol/L
TG got a little bit higher although it is in the range as I searched from the some pages.
Hmmm. I don't want to on diet at my this young age!
Tell me it will decrease!


The tasks after having fun.
You saw it? TAG is related to CVD,
a.k.a cardiovascular disease. a.k.a heart attack. OMG~
Anyway, mum told me to consult doctor
or
do another test at a better equipped lab. =.='''
I still wanna eat KFC and Char Koay Teow leh.


Random 6: Apparently, this is not a photo taken at a random scene.
"ai yan dao...."


Random 7
Lady with hands on her front said: "What do you want from me?
We divorce ba!"
Lady with spec said: "I'm innocent."
xoxo


Random 8: Passions, dreams. =)
Tell me I'm not dreaming please.
I am trying my best now to archive it.
It might be can't be done for both.
But I'll just keep on trying
no matter how harsh are the situations.
Oh yeah, congratulations to Cheah Cheng
for being selected by AirAsia.
Damn envy you la wei!
You deserve it cause you really put a lot of efforts into it!
Well done!
*Eric likes this*


Random 9: Sick while having FPP quiz.
Flu, and sneezed non stop for whole day.
Couldn't even open my eyes properly.
What a pity restless hectic uni life! Sigh.


The tired leg and so do the soul. "Eric Walker"
Bad news came to me continuously this recently. It was so fast...
Seriously, I had not yet show my response and yet need to digest it.
Wonder when it will stop. Cause I'm really freaking tired.
Little wishlist that I want it so badly this recently:
-Get drunk with bgfs =P
-Still the same, BREAK/TRAVEL;
-Free them from this harsh situation.
-Free from annoyed matters.

It's 1.50 a.m now. I think I should off now. That's all. =) xoxo
Today's quote from Eric: "I want you so badly is my only wish."

Nites peeps. Cheers.

Friday, May 28, 2010

深思的抉择

终于
决定了
那个 方向.

我会努力
好好的往那个
不易方向前进
无论是多么的困难.

因为
我 无法
向自己的真心说谎.
我 无法
束缚自己渴望已久的自由.

那想看透世界的
心 实在灭不了.
原谅我是无法和自由
分开的射手男孩

让我任性多一次.
就 这一次
好吗?


无法忘了每次从那椭圆窗口望出去的
心情及感慨.

浩瀚蓝色的天空
我期待
我们再度相遇的时候.

*我想做到.我要做到. I gotta do it =)*


Saturday, May 8, 2010

康乃馨盛开的节日


妈咪
.
.
.
母亲节快乐
.
.
.
我爱您

谢谢您,
怀胎九月然后生下了我。
谢谢您,
把我抚养成人。
谢谢您,
带给我的一切
我都很珍惜他们。

唯有您,
永远提供我无私的爱。
唯有您,
永远都是我的避风港。

原谅我,
常常向您吐诉的不满和抱怨。
我会好好用功读书的
以便以后能够好好孝顺您。
=)

你的宝贝和永远爱您的
不孝子
定帆.晋逢笔

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Sleepless

This moment, I'm afraid.
I don't know how should I face the things in the future.
I keep telling myself not to do it, and yet I made it.
But the feeling hiding behind it make me feel so uncomfortable.

Another new long semester starts few more hours later.
But now I'm having insomnia and situated in a dilemma mood.
I don't know what am I afraid of.
I don't know what am I worry about.
I hope I'm still able to be myself when hectic life is around the corner.

Maybe I think too much.
But i think it's time to make those boundaries.
I need it to protect myself and everybody from being get hurts.
Wish me good luck okay? I can do it.
All the best for me in a NEW semester.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

很高

那道墙,还是很高
我努力爬过了
但 它
却不停的继续长高

告诉我
什么都好
好让我 能够继续
撑 到终点


Sunday, April 4, 2010

不宁の夏

阳光爆晒着
我的世界却

还在下着大雨.
但 我从来不胆怯.

乌云 请你走开好吗?
我想霸占这一刻的 温暖.

烦恼 请你也走开好吗?
我只想拥有这一刻的 宁静.