我还是会

原来我还是会
想念
以前我们

那
在一起
读书的时刻.
在一起
尴尬沉默的时刻.
在一起
旅行的时刻.
在一起
庆祝的时刻.
在一起
努力上课的时刻.
在一起
忙着赶功课的时刻.

但
我已经不能
和你再次的
一起体验
那背书的时刻，
那安静无言的时刻，
那开心的时刻，
那互相祝福的时刻，
那一起打瞌睡的时刻，
还有那一起偷懒的时刻.
等等...

现在
只剩下我独自一个.
我有点累 及
是多么的渴望能够
自己能够归队
就算静静的也好
只要在
妳
身旁
一切就足够了.

F.I.N.A.L

Finally began my 1st final exam in university life...
Thankfully, I managed to finish
all my assignments and reports on time
so that I can focus on my revision
to prepare for the examinations.
Thanks to all my groupmates that involved.
Good Jobs! =)

Well, final exam also indicated
another ending of a busy semester.
It happen so fast and yet slow.
Gosh, what had I done?

I realised that I had experienced many new
things other than reports, assignments, quizes and finals.
I keep reminding myself, this is a process,
and I need to enjoy it, work hard on it.

For me, final exam is the beginnig of abnormal life style.
Sleep after 4am, eat non stop, junk foods,
instant noddle, tea tarik, coffee...etc.
I need delicious and quality foods
so that I'll not feel so stressful.
But foods at here,
ouch~ lack of quality and yet choices.
Not chicken rice then "wat dan ho"...
Penang foods, I'm coming back, wait for me.

Finished 2 LAN subjects on thursday and friday.
The examination system in university shocked me.
Rules, examiners, the venue...etc
I must adapt well to it!

3 more subjects to go~ Must strive for the best!
Java on 10/8 and Combo for
BioChem and FQM on 20/8.
Eric hates having COMBO papers in 1 day! (for final only. if for movie, Eric will never hate it!)
I must pass all 5 subjects !!!
If not, PTPTN will colder than water.

Short semester will start on 1st of September.
Approximately 12 days after I finish my final exams.
Sigh. The shortest sem break that I ever heard.
2 subjects had been selected.
Heard from senior, short sem will busy like hell. :X
Somemore the lecturer for PON is very fierce.
Scare scare...>.<

All the best to all ucsi university final exam's candidates.
Good Luck~Cheers!

舍爱

好多好多次
我告诉自己
要想妳最后一次
可是我不能
我做不到.

谢谢妳.
给了我一个
很好的回应.
不残忍,
也不带伤害.
让我解脱了
也让我退出了.
我终于接受
那早就预测到的
答案.

我们会是很好的朋友
不管现在或未来
一直到以后
你说对吗?

我会怀念那
翻阅想念你的
七百多个夜晚。
因为不懂,
曾经何时
我的思念消失了
而寂寞又要与我相伴了.

不必在乎一切
也不必解释一切
因为我懂
这一切不是你想要的.
你也没有这个必要.
因为一直以来
都是我一个人在
独自的执着着.

有人曾经和我说过
眼泪掉下来
是因为受伤了.
眼泪这次掉不下来，
或许真的放开了吧.

谢谢妳~
让我爱过

我会学着不会心痛,
也会学着不会在意.
因为我要看到妳
每天都在开心的笑着.


妳要幸福.^^

25/72009

Today is my dearest Mummy's birthday.
Mum, forgive me for cannot go back Penang
and celebrate your birthday with you
or even be your side.

Mummy,
Thanks for giving me life.
Thanks for loving me.
Thanks for always be my side.
Thanks for teaching me.
Thanks for providing me my needs.
Thanks for support me always.
Thanks for annouying me.
Thanks for worrying me.
Thanks for scolding me.
Thanks for everything...that you had gave me.
And I am SORRY for doing all the things that hurt you so much.


"You will always be the light tower in the dark ocean
that lead me back to your side whenever I had lost."
"You will always be the path in the strong wind,
that hold me always when I'm fallen."


I Love You. Now and always until forever.


May God Bless You always
with good health and joyful.


I will be studying hard,
as I promised to you before.


Eric+Mum+Sibilings

Lots of Love
Eric.帆

p/s: Happy Birthday to my 4th anuty too that having the same birthday with my mum. =)

Be Motivated?

It's July...~

It supposed to be a happening month

because year of 2009 is getting into the 3rd quarter season.
Gosh, what am I doing now?

The laziness are pulling me apart from the books and notes.

I just can't stop myself from sitting in front of my laptop for
Facebook and watching movie on pps.
How? Can somebody tell how to make myself be motivated?

Well, finally got my final exam timetable, exam will start on August.
Wait~ There is a bad news! = =

Did I saw wrong?

2 subjects will be held on the same day. Sigh! =(

Spoiled my mood. Groan!!!
Suggested solutions: Complaint to faculty? 2 choose 1? Both?
Can I do that? & What can I do?
Unfortunately, there is no solution, and I just have to accept it and go for it. >.<

Want to watch many movies(Ice Age 3, Transformer II, Harry Poter...), but ...

Want to go for a relaxing trip(Redang? Genting?), but ...

Want to go back hometown, but ...

Tests, Assignments, Practical Reports, Quizes, and Homeworks...etc

They had answered why I can't.

Am I happy?

Yes & No

Yes, because study is the life I always want when I was working. [Free+Fun+Fanstastic!]

No, because there are still a lot of unsolved homeworks! [Sienz+Shit+Sigh!]

Can I complaint?

Mum: No, definitely not! This is the life what you want! Nobody force you . You should . . . And you should not . . .I had invested so much on you . . .bla bla bla

Eric: . . . Speechless =.<

Look! What I had wrote for myself. I hope it will useful always. +.+

Conclusion:

Just study lo. If not what else can I do?

Strive for the best!

"To Live in Endeavour always"

乘客

乘客-王菲

高架桥过去了
路口还有好多个
这旅途不曲折
一转眼就到了
坐你开的车
听你听的歌
我们好快乐
第一盏路灯开了
你在想什么
歌声好快乐
那歌手结婚了
坐你开的车
听你听的歌
我不是不快乐
白云苍白色
蓝天灰蓝色
我家快到了
我是这部车第一个乘客
我不是不快乐
天空血红色
星星灰银色
你的爱人呢
Yes I'm going home
I must hurry home
Where your life goes on
So I'm going home
Going home alone
And your life goes on

看了求婚事务所后,
就很喜欢这首歌.
因为不懂歌名
只隐隐约约的记得
这首歌的旋律
所以找了很久,很久.

歌词By 林夕
用了很潇洒的
手法写了这个词
虽然简单
但足以描述
人生.

的确,人的一生就像
公车里的乘客
起点,终点和那
无法预知
沿途的经历.

命运一直在掌控着乘客
无论是谁先上车,
或者是谁先下车.

乘客在乎的,
是里面的座位
还是当中的过程呢？

乘客又是否曾望一望
外面那短暂
又绚丽的风景啊?

抵达终点的那一刻.
乘客就只能默默的
接受那无常一生
的结束.

想家篇

终于体会到失眠的滋味了，

不懂是无法适应

功课突然暴增,

太过于担心

无法及时完成

还是压力所造成的.

p/s: Joyce&ChewYi, if you guys see this, I wanna tell both of you, 我还没老!只是大你们一两岁而已!~Hah

妈妈,谢谢妳.

让我养成

今日事,今日毕的习惯

虽然,有些时候

我都没有准时做完

该做的事.

但我想说,我都在很尽力的

做完每样该完成的事情.

突然好想回家,

康乐的食物快吃腻了.

好想吃妈妈煮的饭,

什么都好.

就连一盘只放酱青的

蛋炒饭.

爸妈旅行回来了,

去了两个地方

虽然不会很远

但替他们感到开心.

因为为了婆婆的事情

他们也奔波了很久.

同时也有点生气，

因为去玩也不通知一声

应该是怕我跟去吧.Hah~

真糟糕!

还好有手信. =)

希望今晚不用再数绵羊了~

Eric's 全家福 Nov'08